If I had the courage to tell you this,
I would.

Just take a seat
for I have some news

It may be shocking
or be exactly what you thought.

For the past 2 weeks

I've cried
at least once a day

One night I even cried myself to sleep

I've written a million songs all about my regret
explaining my thoughts & feelings

He does this,
He does that;
does it all together.

He knows he's fucking up his life;
his body,
his mind.

He still does it
everyday,
every night.

Does more than he should.

Cause I said:
"I hope you overdose & die..."
but what he didn't hear was:
"...but i know I'm gonna take it back later. So just know I don't mean that."

He knows he's fucking up his life;
his body,
his mind.

He still does it
I wish he wouldn't
but I don't  think I have a say in it.
I don't wanna seem bossy
I just stay quiet.
Is that right?

I want him to be mine again

I shouldn't have done that

I shouldn't have done it that many times

I take it all back

Is it too late?

Have you moved on already?

I know i made those predictions
but those were my fears!

Now that they've come true
I don't know what to do.
 
I would do ANYTHING for things to go back to the way they were.

back to when:
you truly loved me
you were mine
we were in love
we dreamed of a life together
we were the most true couple
i didn't worry so much
i trusted you
we were together
& said we would be forever.

What ever happened to:
"wherever you go I go"
"You're the only one I want"
"I love you"
"I only love you"
"She's mine so back off"
"I don't wanna break up with you"
"I wanna live with you"
"Will you marry me?"
"I think about you all day"
"It will take me 5 months to find someone else"
"I'm gonna keep asking you to get back with me"

WHAT HAPPENED TO US!
you said we'd be together forever
you said we'd get married
you said you would never leave me
you said you love me

You know what?!
I still love you
I still want you
I want you back
I'm still in love with you
I would fight the world just to see you

"All I Ever Wanted"-Basshunter
listen to it
it describes how i feel
how i feel about you.